Lately I've been hanging out with 50 year old ladies. Not complaining.Actually I enjoy their company.What can I say? I have an old soul. The reason is that a lot of people that used to live in my neighbourhood is getting married or having babies so they make reunions to celebrate those happy moments.
Last Saturday I went to a bachelorette party. There we found a lady who invited us like 3 months ago to the wedding of her daughter. But she was just sad.
Her daughter was 2 months pregnant & all of a sudden, she lost the baby. Now she don't want to go out.She ignores people when they try to show her some empathy. She is just sad & mad to the world. She asks: "I have a husband,I have a house,I have the money & I have the love...why was my baby taking away from me when there is a lot of women in the world who give them in adoption,or they leave them on the trash or just don't want a baby & make their life a living hell?"
"am I a bad person?"
"do you think I'm paying from something bad I did in the past?"
"can I even be able to have babies?"
"do I deserve this?"
& sometimes she doesn't talk.
& sometimes she doesn't talk.
She just sit in her couch thinking. She is not going to work anymore. She just spend all day thinking what went wrong.
& to be honest I would do the same. I mean...why? why this kind of things happen? Young girls having babies every year without even care about them. I know a lot of them. They got pregnant because...well they are just stupid I guess & they don't want the baby. Is a big big problem for them.
& we have this women who have everything to make a baby happy & they are not able to have them.
Makes me wonder.
Life is so not fair.
Or maybe is not the time.
Or like my mom says " from all the suffering, the one who hurts less"
Yes, maybe is not the time.
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