Sick Life

Sorry! I've been out for a long time here but I have good reasons.
I'm sick again. I have like 3 Viruses in my blood & the Anemia is still there.
I feel most of the time really tired. Tired and hungry! I see food and I want to eat & eat & eat ( maybe because my organism need energy to fight against all the bacterias I have)
Now I'm taking antibiotics that makes me feel really dizzy.
As soon as I feel better I will write some stuff.
It seems like I'm going to make a little trip but I'm still not sure.
More of that later.
Bye bye sweethearts! I hope to see you soon.

xx
C.

Day 1: Anemia strikes again!

Dear anemia:
f*ck you :)

If Zelda had a mental breakdown, I have an anemia breakdown.
I feel like hell. My hands are cold, my feet are cold, but inside I feel like I have flames burning me.
It never crossed my mind that having anemia would be something so annoying.
I feel like a 85 year old trapped inside a 22 years old body.
If I try to run or walk fast, breathing turns heavy
I'm tired all the time
I'm scared of pass out
I'm never hungry but I have to eat anyways
& if I stand up fast, my vision gets cloudy

I HATE THIS

why am I so pathetic?
but you know what anemia?
you can't bring me down!