Day 2: a fever you can't sweat out

I was kind of sleeping when my mom knocked at my door.
It was 2 am.
My mom was scared and she jous touched my forehead and said: you have fever
I was like: fever?
Then she gave me a pill and a glass of water
I didn't even asked what kind of pill it was I just swallowed it
She left my bedroom door open so she could check my temperature
I fell asleep

& now I feel okay.

Day 1: Anemia strikes again!

Dear anemia:
f*ck you :)

If Zelda had a mental breakdown, I have an anemia breakdown.
I feel like hell. My hands are cold, my feet are cold, but inside I feel like I have flames burning me.
It never crossed my mind that having anemia would be something so annoying.
I feel like a 85 year old trapped inside a 22 years old body.
If I try to run or walk fast, breathing turns heavy
I'm tired all the time
I'm scared of pass out
I'm never hungry but I have to eat anyways
& if I stand up fast, my vision gets cloudy

I HATE THIS

why am I so pathetic?
but you know what anemia?
you can't bring me down!