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Wednesday, 25 January 2012

About Life & other Tragedies- Plans

Long time ago I made some plans. 2012 was not the deadline.I just made plans according to other stuff. Like: "when i finish school I'm gonna do this & that"

Well this & that are not gonna be possible (cheers for that!)

I used to think that by this age I would be wiser & stronger but i just become older & hurt.
You can´t scape from destiny.I'm not trying to be romantic in here, is just the fact that your decisions make a path that you almost with your eyes closed , follow because is part of the consequences. The Flow.
Is funny how neither of those plans I made are not even close to be possible & even more funnier the fact that what I used to want I don´t want it anymore. I'm actually scared to death about those things now. Funny funny funny.
I have now a new list of things to do & every single one is about me. Being okay with me. Make myself happy.Enjoy life. Because now I don't have anything that can hold me back. Make plans thinking how those things are gonna make you a better person or inflict in your esteem. Something to remember that is gonna be good for you. Invest in yourself & don't make plans considering everyone else's desires because your voice will be ignored.

But sometimes people tempt the destiny way to much & is like, instead of having a better life,they stay the same or even worst because they don't do anything to change it. Life is a world of interaction. You have to make some move to create a reaction.
So, don't feel bad if your plans seems to be so far away from you, maybe is not the right time, or the right thing. Maybe is all that you want...but all that you don't need.

Protect me from what I want.

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