Dear anemia:
f*ck you :)
If Zelda had a mental breakdown, I have an anemia breakdown.
I feel like hell. My hands are cold, my feet are cold, but inside I feel like I have flames burning me.
It never crossed my mind that having anemia would be something so annoying.
I feel like a 85 year old trapped inside a 22 years old body.
If I try to run or walk fast, breathing turns heavy
I'm tired all the time
I'm scared of pass out
I'm never hungry but I have to eat anyways
& if I stand up fast, my vision gets cloudy
I HATE THIS
why am I so pathetic?
but you know what anemia?
you can't bring me down!
"I look like hell, feel like hell, and act like hell"
Friday, 29 June 2012
Day 1: Anemia strikes again!
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Wednesday, 27 June 2012
The Zelda Project
Ciao!
Come stai?
I was searching some info about Zelda Fitzgerald & I found this amazing post about How To Have A Zelda Fitzgerald Summer . If you want to read the article just click the link, if not...well is basically a list of things to have a Zelda summertime. On a nutshell is this:
For example other stuff that Zelda used to do like:
I'm using this blog to show you all how is my project going. Kinda like a diary.
So, let's begin with this Zelda mayhem!
Very sincerely yours, C.
xx
Come stai?
I was searching some info about Zelda Fitzgerald & I found this amazing post about How To Have A Zelda Fitzgerald Summer . If you want to read the article just click the link, if not...well is basically a list of things to have a Zelda summertime. On a nutshell is this:
- Do not work
- Befriend someone with a country house
- 'Yes' is always the answer
- Fall in love
For example other stuff that Zelda used to do like:
- Dance (she had an obsession with ballet)
- Writing ( after she had a breakdown, she was not longer allowed to have dancing lesson, so she wrote a novel called "Save Me The Waltz" based on her own life & marriage but the book was unsuccessful but she still wrote a couple of things)
- Painting (after the failure of her book she decided to express herself through painting)
I'm using this blog to show you all how is my project going. Kinda like a diary.
So, let's begin with this Zelda mayhem!
Very sincerely yours, C.
xx
Monday, 25 June 2012
So I'm back (unfortunately)
Hello sweethearts!
I'm back with some news.
I have to stay at home as much as I can (just to rest) but I can go out to do some stuff that doesn't requiere a lot of effort.
Why? Well turns out I have anemia (I even fainted) big show indeed.
so that actually half ruined my summer (I hate summer by the way, the sun makes my skin burn in flames, like a vampire)
Sooooooo! I've been a little nostalgic & now I spend my days reading articles online or books or book reviews or reblogging stuff on tumblr.
Watching 'Midnight in Paris' didn't help.
I got caught by the character of Zelda Sayre (F. Scott Fitgerald's wife) I was hooked.
So I made some research about her. I fell in love with her. Her paitings, her letters, her life, her...everything!
So I'm kind of posposing the project I had of making a online comic about a story I was writting. I'm focusing now on Zelda Fitzgerald.
You'll know about that later.
For now...go outside and enjoy your summertime.
see you next post!
xx
C.
I'm back with some news.
I have to stay at home as much as I can (just to rest) but I can go out to do some stuff that doesn't requiere a lot of effort.
Why? Well turns out I have anemia (I even fainted) big show indeed.
so that actually half ruined my summer (I hate summer by the way, the sun makes my skin burn in flames, like a vampire)
Sooooooo! I've been a little nostalgic & now I spend my days reading articles online or books or book reviews or reblogging stuff on tumblr.
Watching 'Midnight in Paris' didn't help.
I got caught by the character of Zelda Sayre (F. Scott Fitgerald's wife) I was hooked.
So I made some research about her. I fell in love with her. Her paitings, her letters, her life, her...everything!
So I'm kind of posposing the project I had of making a online comic about a story I was writting. I'm focusing now on Zelda Fitzgerald.
You'll know about that later.
For now...go outside and enjoy your summertime.
see you next post!
xx
C.
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Sunday, 29 April 2012
Hello!
I'm back (I feel like the hobbit "there and back again" LOL )
Just I have some stuff I want to share with you.
First: My Portfolio
Second: I stopped posting "The Bachelor" because I had a better idea on how to make the story, so wait for the surprise soon okay?
And I also made another blog with my artwork HERE if you are interested
I hope to be back on track tomorrow so, have a nice weekend!
:)
Just I have some stuff I want to share with you.
First: My Portfolio
Second: I stopped posting "The Bachelor" because I had a better idea on how to make the story, so wait for the surprise soon okay?
And I also made another blog with my artwork HERE if you are interested
I hope to be back on track tomorrow so, have a nice weekend!
:)
Monday, 19 March 2012
Friday, 16 March 2012
Hello my Baker Street Irregulars!
GUESS WHAT?!
I'm (half) back!
hahaha
Just to announce that maybe I'm gonna move my blog to another page
yes yes
okay but
I wasn't gonna talk about that
the good news is:
I have another blog YEIII!
but is not like this one!
Is a online novel (story? dunno how to call it) that I'm writting
I'm posting the link here so you can give it a look
click here---> Bachelor
I'm updating it one a week
Hope you like it Sweethearts!
bye bye
See you next time!
Very sincerely yours,C.
I'm (half) back!
hahaha
Just to announce that maybe I'm gonna move my blog to another page
yes yes
okay but
I wasn't gonna talk about that
the good news is:
I have another blog YEIII!
but is not like this one!
Is a online novel (story? dunno how to call it) that I'm writting
I'm posting the link here so you can give it a look
click here---> Bachelor
I'm updating it one a week
Hope you like it Sweethearts!
bye bye
See you next time!
Very sincerely yours,C.
xx
Tuesday, 7 February 2012
my sweet baker street irregulars!
hahaha that's how I'm gonna call you all!
Even thou you never answer me.
Maybe I should pay you.
Whatever that's not the point, let's focus.
I've been busy, yes, very busy brainstorming & writing so...
This week I'm just posting this.
I have a lot of things to say but I can't.
I don't have the time to explain.
& you won't have the time to listen.
BUT
If you want to send me some ideas, questions or thoughts.
I'm leaving this mail:
im.not.much.a.poet.but.a.criminal@gmail.com
for direct contact!
or if you need to talk
whatever you want I'm here okay?
& also if you know where on earth is:
-Ville Valo
-Benedict Cumberbatch
-Theo Hutchcraft
or
-Adam Anderson
I would be very pleased to hear (read) you.
Very sincerely yours,C.
Even thou you never answer me.
Maybe I should pay you.
Whatever that's not the point, let's focus.
I've been busy, yes, very busy brainstorming & writing so...
This week I'm just posting this.
I have a lot of things to say but I can't.
I don't have the time to explain.
& you won't have the time to listen.
BUT
If you want to send me some ideas, questions or thoughts.
I'm leaving this mail:
im.not.much.a.poet.but.a.criminal@gmail.com
for direct contact!
or if you need to talk
whatever you want I'm here okay?
& also if you know where on earth is:
-Ville Valo
-Benedict Cumberbatch
-Theo Hutchcraft
or
-Adam Anderson
I would be very pleased to hear (read) you.
Very sincerely yours,C.
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